To Turbantius — fragments in Against Julian · §4.9.55 · Julian of Eclanum

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Against Julian 4.9.55

His position is a bedbug: alive it causes trouble, and crushed it gives off a stench.

I am ashamed to crush him by defeating him.

As though defeated, he has fled to filthy places, and recoil from following and killing him.

Because I am forced to speak about the sexual organs, my modesty, like a temple keeper, has excluded from free expression the parts of my argument that would crush or destroy him.

Latin source witness

Latin

Sententiam meam cimicem - dicis - qui ut molestiam vivus, sic fetorem praestat attritus

verecunderis

vincendo me atterere

tamquam victus ad loca

caenosa confugerim, exhorreas consequi atque perimere: quia videlicet partes disputationis tuae, quibus atterendus vel perimendus sum, quoniam de pudendis loqui cogeris, velut quidam aedituus pudor tuus a verborum

libertate submovit